Age 5.
He starts playing with my body
I'm too young to know better
it's just a passtime
a hobby.
He fucks me in the ass
and gets caught.
That doesn't stop it.
He brings me to his room and he ruins me,
treats me like a little whore.
even when the others are around.
I forget it,
I repress it.
Age 12.
I get my first laptop,
my first idea is to find someone who play with.
I find a dirty old man,
who calls me his son and wants to fuck me.
Wants to play with my “sweet young body”.
I forget it,
I repress it.
Age 15.
I download Grindr and get fucked every week.
Sometimes multiple times a week,
sometimes multiple times a day.
They treat me nastily.
They treat me like a dirty whore.
I get cummed in multiple times,
over half a dozen at least.
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